YESTERDAY
Alice
“Getting there” driving trips are so exciting. I stuff myself full of caffeine and they follow a familiar pattern, with my verbal groupset being quite reliable:
“Get ON with it!
“Go ONNNNNNN!”
“Get ROUND it!
“SOMEBODY BLOODY PASS HIM!”
“Arghhhh I’m gonna have to pick ’em off one by one arghhhhhhh!”
In between the lilting exclamations and the hammering out of some serious vocal training in my contralto range to Dolly, Loretta, Willie, Emmylou, Kenny, Meat Loaf, Carpenters, Roy Orbison, Abba and Elvis I’m actually super relaxed, as all the best female Formula One drivers should be. Fingertip control. Quiet in my mind. Smooth, carving lines, my head never moves out of vertical, I am at one with the road and the white line, the inertial bliss of a corner weighted just right, the lovely wa…. “Don’t overtake THERE you PILLOCK!”
I sift down to Paraparaumu to visit Alice, my friend from primary school, the sensible, solid, reliable, highly independent, logical friend who fell over the other day, smashed her knee, hit her head, got hypothermia and was emergency-helicoptered to hospital. She’s banged up and feeling fragile. I take her to get the surgical stitches out at Coastlands and spout forth my top tips about being injured. I am a total pro at it, having busted one leg, two ankles and both collarbones. We laugh uproariously that I have turned out to be of some practical use to HER.
Michelle
I leave Alice and shuffle southwards to Khandallah to see my old boss and fabulous pal Michelle. She makes me a king size Aperol Spritz on arrival. There is a reason we bonded at work. We go to a gorgeous local place, Cashmere Lounge, for dinner and natter away like macaws on holiday about how happy we are not to still be with a certain organisation. I shout the evening and we have the compulsory sob into our handbags about how the bank no longer picks up our enormous tabs. OH WELL YOU LITTLE EX-CORPORATE PIGGIES! We Uber into town to try and be cool, but even Dakota, bar of a thousand Tuesday night sinners, has nobody in it so we go home and watch some replay of the Debate. I can only hack 15 minutes before my Trump lifetime-full-of-crap levels are exceeded so call it quits at midnight.
TODAY
Drive home
I walk out to my car, check the tyres and become utterly convinced my forehand front has a slow flat. I teeter to the nearest Johnsonville Z and stick air in it, peering anxiously at the digits. PHEW! Just an optical illusion of ultra low-profile proportions and operating on a slightly tired brain. They’re all a bit spongy, though, at 27, so I get the idea to pump them up like the cops do, to 38. The S then starts performing like a sabre-toothed tiger that has had an electric shock up its bottom and now has all its claws out to kill any man, beast or child within a 30km radius. I CHANGE MY MIND, and let them down to 32.
I tootle home. IT IS NOT A RACE! Except everything is a race to me. What if I MISS MY CHANCE TO BE AMAZING!?! But mostly I plod back, stopping at Shannon for nature and the kind of sandwiches you only ever get in small, dusty towns on the sides of highways in New Zealand. These sandwiches are right where you left them fifty years ago, next to the lolly cake, that other ubiquitous substance of the travelling salesman food bar.
Oooooo
I strike a rare treat on the way home – a totally clear run, on a dry road, through the gorge. I shoot out the other end of it, a wicked grin pinned from ear to ear. I can smell the brakes.